buli

tetiba rasa macam kena buli secara indirectly.. hmm... next week i'll become tougher n will make sure that they follow my fingers...

a new day!

i havent updating in such a long time! the reason being is im busy n had no time to write.. another reason is that i noticed that i kept posting about depressing stuffs here, making me even more depressed when i re-read them.. but, now that i come back, lets write about things that happened in these few months!

1) first n foremost, my birthday! yayyy!

my GREAT friends made me a video for my birthday!

they put lots of effort on it.. n it does show how much they knew me in there.. i nearly cried, but as i continued watching it, my tears suddenly shot up back into my eyes as i saw them post all the UGLY pictures of mine! what da ,,,,,! n i heard them said that all my beautiful pictures were not showing my truth sides, so they chose the ugly ones instead.. ok, im quite agree to that.. hahaha!

2) then, chem is ENGAGED!! wahhh!! CONGRATZ dear!!!! i neva thought she would engaged this fast!

3) my friend is PREGNANT!! also CONGRATZ!!! well, i know it's not easy to be pregnant while still studying, but i really wish u the best!

3) i went to Singapore AGAIN!! this time i went to the Harry Potter Exhibition n also National Zoo of S'pore.. both were nice but expensive! but, what did u expect? it's singapore.. i did try to save my money as much as i can while i'm there.. luckily im a stingy person, so i managed to save quite a lot compared to my other friends..

4) me at Obstetric posting n succeeded to deliver more than 5 babies.. yay!! but i'll neva wanna do those again.. it's tiring n i felt like my spine was going to break into pieces! my back was very painful plus i didnt get enough sleep.. imagine, the HO work following their shift which was only 12 hours but us, the students need to work more than 24 hours without sleep.. n b'cos of that, everytime i had oncall i developed post-call manic the next day in class..

5) i had my posting at Banting which was SUPER FUN! my groupmates were amazing! there were no racism like any other groups and we managed to keep things calm n peaceful without any major conflicts while staying there for a month. the room was nice, except that the weather at Banting kept changing from hot to rainy days.. so i didnt have a chance to cycle there (alasan! huh!).. overall, i LOVE banting except that it made me fatter (I put on a few kilos.. arghh!) n i used lots of money there..

oh, ya, i learnt CHO TA TI there! it's a fun game! u really need to use ur brain to play it n it is very addicting especially if u r the winning side, haha (i didnt gamble, OK)

ok, tomorrow will be the start of a new day, a new posting.. n guess what, it's my favourite but most depressing posting of all! PAEDIATRIC!! wish me luck guys!

Little Women & Good Wives

my most beloved novel all the time by Louisa M. Alcott
actually i started to know about the novel only when i accidentally watched the movie when i was in Form 1.. n i cried, especially during the scene where Teddy proposed Jo and got rejected, and he miserably left for Europe...
so, i started to find the novel.. n now i got 2 Little Women novels at home (different version), n Good Wives.. n also Little Men if you want to count the sequel, eventhough it is mainly about Jo's n Teddy's children.. i haven't read Jo's Boys but i dont think i will like it..

Little Women is a nice story about a family back in time where people involved with wars, girls rarely go to school, wearing those fluffy gowns, and looking for match by the age of 15 or 16.. the story started with this 4 March girls; Meg, Jo, Beth, and Amy; plus her mother and a nanny.. their dad went to serve the war.. so, this little women were supporting each other especially Jo who acted as the guy at home.. loved reading and writing, Jo was one of the educated lady in their time, as well she was ambitious..

and there was a highly status neighbour, named Laurie (called Teddy by his Jo) and his grandfather who helped supporting this poor family..

as the story goes on, i really do ship Laurie-Jo couple.. and so thus majority of the girls in the era where the novel was published, which is probably 150 years back i think.. but as Louisa M. Alcott said, she will never let the couple be together, and sticking to her words, after few years Good Wives were out and there laid the most heartbreaking chapter i've ever read.. each time i read the chapter, from many different versions (original or teenagers versions) i cried.. i kept asking myself, why on earth they weren't together eventhough we can see clearly how they match together and how much Laurie loves Jo..

and at last, Laurie married Amy as Jo married Bhaer, who i did not like.. but then i proceeded to Little Men, and i felt in love with Bhaer.. he's nice and caring.. but my love to him is not as much as i love Teddy, who in those whole years, married to Jo's sister, but still care for his beloved 'friend', Jo..

but actually, that heartbreaking chapter, is what make the novel memorable (including few scenes like when Jo sold her hair to save the father, her father coming home, and Beth died due to Scarlet Fever)... but i really hope one day, there will be a good fanfiction to read about Jo-Laurie shipping to conclude all these 'mess' in my heart and fulfill my desire..

tear-jerky drama/movie

Japanese Drama
- Hoshi no Kinka 1 & 2
- Koizora
- Tatta hitotsu no koi
- ROOKIES
- Majo no jouken
- Bara nai no hanaya
- 1 litre of tears
- Zeni geba

Others
- Stairway to heaven
- Thank You
- Will it snow for christmas
- Bad guy

if movies, i recommended any movie by Cha Tae Hyun
- BA:BO
- Hello Ghost
- Speedy Scandal
- Sassy Girl

Japanese movie
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drama: younger guy vs older lady

a list of drama about younger guy n older lady (noona-dongsaeng) that i've watched.. (OK, i love this theme).. majority of them are japanese dorama with some of them are classic like long vacation, majo no jouken, overtime, n around 40.. the * ones are my fav..

- kimi wa petto* - jdorama
- anego - jdorama
- sapuri* (aka Suppli) - jdorama
- majo no jouken*** (aka Witch's Requirement) - jdorama (a very dark dorama)
- overtime* - jdorama
- shima shima* - jdorama
- ohitorisama - jdorama
- long vacation - jdorama  (drop halfway.. too slow for me)
- natsu no koi wa nijiiro ni kagayaku* - jdorama
- around 40 - jdorama
- boku dake no madonna - jdorama
- biscuit teacher and star candy* (aka Hello My Teacher) - kdrama
- my name is samsoon - kdrama
- snow white - kdrama
- oh my lady - kdrama
- dalja's spring - kdrama* (not a very good act from lee minki.. he's better in I Really2 Like You)
- what's up fox? - kdrama*** (LOVE IT!!!)
- baby faced beauty - kdrama* (as expected from Jang Nara and Choi Daniel)

others that haven't watch
- i do, i do - kdrama (watching)
- i love lee tae ri - kdrama
- big - kdrama
- royal family - kdrama (watching)
- queen's - cdrama
- my queen - cdrama
- the woman who still wants to marry - kdrama
- love revolution - jdorama
- sore wa, totsuzen, arashi no you ni... - jdorama (seems promising but since the lead is Yamapi, i decided not too watch it.. i'm not a fan of Yamapi's acting eventhough i'm a big fan of Makiko Esumi.. maybe some other time)

weekend with family - lots of things happened

last weekend, as i just finished my super duper hard (and bored) EOP (med posting), i went home.. well, nothing is nicer than going back home, chatting with family members, eating mom's cook, playing with cats, and wake up late in the morning.. haha

like usual, setiap kali aku balik rumah, kitorang adik beradik akan ada aktiviti yang nak dibuat.. and this time, playing DOMINO! best sebenarnya domino ni.. walaupun senang.. and kitorang bet, sapa kalah, kena tangkap gambar buat gaya duckface, n then upload in twitter.. n i lost twice in 4 games.. shit! i'm gonna upload the pictures, but not today.. it really is ugly!

actually, aku balik sebab nak sambut b-day adik ak yg last..

happy belated birthday adik!!! nanti la along beli hadiah.. aritu ajak pi supermarket cari kasut, x mau.. dok tengok drama kat laptop ja (well, she found my blog recently eventhough i kept it secret for whole 3 years.. so, i can no longer post those weird-weird things)

talking about her birthday, i want to share a very funny story.. ok, aku pergi tengok Battleship with my 2 brothers at Sunway Carnival.. my sis didnt wanna come cause she had lots of homework to be done n she wanted to watch drama at my laptop.. after watching the movie which was not as good as i heard (bayangkan, dalam 2 hari je alien tu boleh kalah.. kalo nak tawan bumi, takkan la preparation diorang teruk sangat.. plus ada 2 orang couple yg sangat annoying dekat ngan kitorang, kacau mood aku tengok filem tu), we ate at Kenny Rogers Roaster.. then, me, my 2 bro n my dad went to Carrefour untuk beli kek birthday.. punya la lama pilih kek, then aku n adik laki aku sorang ni decide amek cheesecake.. time nak bayar, cashier tu cakap, "beli satu je kak?" dalam hati aku "kak????" n aku decide nak panggil dia kak balik.. sebab nampak dia cam baya aku je.. takde la muda sangat.. baru je aku nak sebut kak, dia cakap "untuk birthday anak ke?" aku cam WHAT??? then adik aku cepat2 je cakap, "tak, untuk adik".. dia tau.. kalo dia tak cakap camtu, memang kena la budak tu ngan keperlian aku.. cam nak tanya je "akak agak2 anak saya umur berapa?" nasib baik adik aku sempat halang.. (hahaha! gila x sedar diri aku ni)

then, we celebrate at home. n the cake finished the next day.. well, our family has sweet-tooth despite having strong family history of diabetes.. (ahhh, i need to control my sugar intake..seriously)..

another event occured at home.. i was bitten by my beloved cat!! by Manja! OK, actually Manja n other cats (except Neyo) cannot enter any of our rooms.. but then, Manja managed to enter my room through window.. as Neyo saw this, he got angry and attacked Manja and pulled him outside the room.. at first, i just let him do what he wanna do.. well, Neyo is a genius cat.. he knows what best for us... but then, Manja cannot tahan anymore, so he attacked Neyo back.. me tried to stop them, kicked Manja a little, n succeeded.. (i kick really softly.. trust me) but then, Manja got angry and attacked Gucci while she was walking there.. as Gucci is more fierce than him, he let her go.. so, i followed Gucci outside n Manja was left with my bro.. but then, suddenly Manja went outside and attacked me.. he bit me quite badly as though he wanted to pull off my toe.. i was shocked n just statically let him bit me, cause i know, if i try to pull my leg, he will bite me even more. as soon as he released me, i didnt know what to do.. i didnt even scold him, or beat him.. what i know is my toe is bleeding n it was very painful! thus i sought treatment, got tetanus jab, got dressing done n medication taken, n best thing is got MC.. so i skipped my class on Monday.. well, thank God he bit me.. but hopefully i dont get tetanus afterward.. n the day after, eventhough Manja was super nice with me, i didnt even pat him.. merajuk! huh!

p/s: really hope got a long holiday so that we can go n do other things together.. i heard my dad n bros going to watch Avengers this Saturday, n i am jelly!!

I Wont Love You - Chen Bo Lin

A nice song by Chen Bo Lin.. nice lyric.. n it does make me fluttered a little bit..
now i'm trying to find the guitar chord for it (eventhough hearing Bolin Chen playing this song with his ukulele is so much better)
here's the lyric (translation).. the pinyin one is so difficult to type..


I think I probably, probably won't love you.
I tried, tried hard not to fall for you.
That's why I let myself like you so.
That way you won't have the heart to stay away from me.

I think I hate, hate the arrogant you.
Also, the beautiful, beautiful you.
That's why I want to pretend to hate you.
So that you can't bear to leave me.
　
I must say, I really won't love you
I don't like the way you invade all of my thoughts.
Even your quiet laughter leads me on.
From the breakfast after "good morning" till the "goodnight" after dinner
Stop laughing, stop laughing, I won't love you.

I tried to forget, free myself, but you're still in my eyes
I loved, I hated, but it doesn't affect my breathing
Turns out it's too late for me to get out of this secret love for you

You don't have to understand, I really won't love you
I don't want you to be down because of me,
The city that has you in it is even beautiful when it rains.
From the sun after dawn to the moonlight in the middle of the night

Don't think about it (don't think about it), I won't love you

Don't think about it (don't think about it), I won't love you

p/s: hmm, maybe i need to learn ukulele after this.. n btw, Bolin Chen's voice is not that good in this song.. still, the lyric is awesome!

in time with you

yay! nice drama has appeared.. woohooo
ok, i watched this drama, n i felt super old already!
why? because i used to like the main character during my schooldays.. that time he played role of a teenager.. but now, as he grow old (n so do i), he played a mature character, an old working guy.. so, looking at his act, remind me of my aging self.. huhu.. so depressing

ok, back to the drama
this is not a typical idol drama.. it is worth watching.. i guaranteed you!
not the main-lead-is-bad-boy-type-and-so-hot genre.. the main lead is so nice, and i think, if such man exist, i'll be the one that pursue him.. hahaha! (just kidding! i will never be a perigi yang mencari timba type of girl)..
moreover, it shows reality, n not fantasy.. so i can relate it to my own personal daily life..

this drama is about friendship between a man and a woman, who most of their schooldays full of fighting n disagreement.. then, they went to a same college together and became bestest of friends.. they understand each other too well, thus, they vow, they will be friends forever... but, the nice guy (her best friend) is a passive type of man like normally second lead in all other idol drama happened to be.. he likes the girl, he loves her, but, he never tell her. he wrote songs for her, but he never sing it to her. he misses her, but he never tell her. and this girl, as she is old, she's not a kind of girl that easily fluttered, manja-manja, or gedik-gedik.. she has a powerful personality.. and she sometimes think, that her best friend is the best for her, but she think the guy will never like her.. she will always choose her friendship over love, as she is loyal to her friends. then, here comes the second lead, the bad boy type which all the teenagers nowadays love so much.. (i always think, go to hell all the bad boys.. i don't understand why people like them so much).. he used to love the girl, n now he is back to love her even more..

well, both guys are good.. of course i want the main girl and the main guy to be together, but the most important part in this drama is not the romantic part.. it is about family, and friendship.. i love how they portray the relationship within the family.. how a mother and a father love their daughter, how a brother thinks the best for her sister, how a friendship can last even until they become old, n how they sacrifice many things to the person they love... it is nice eventhough i kept fast-forwarding a few scenes.

p/s: i got case summary to work on, but i'm stucked due to this amazing drama.. arghh! i need help!

nancy drew : the captive curse

finished it ady.. not that scary actually
good storyline, but quite lagging.. i like alibi in ashes more..

MPO : tribute to the BEATLES

ok, i admit.. i have this new addiction, which is going to the Orchestra.. thanks to Nabilah, who introduced me to this expensive hobby.. hahaha, well, i'm glad actually.. it worth all money that i spent..

last night was the 3rd times i went to orchestra.. so in total, i had watched 3 orchestra, n 1 musical theatre.. hahaha.. n you should imagine how much money i spent for those.. but thanks to the magical card call Matrix Card, i got discount prize.. like yesterday, i got a seat which normally prize at RM120 for only RM30 !

ok, to tell you the story about yesterday, we (Nabilah, Anisa, Nezi n I) went to watch Tribute to the Beatles at MPO, conduct by an amazing conductor name Mark Fitz-Gerald.. he was amazing, n nice too.. even after the orchestra finished, as he heard people asking for more, he conducted more.. so, i got to hear 3 extra songs from him.. hehehe.. during the performance, we sang along, danced along, whistled along, clapped along, etc.. my fav piece, of course 'Hey Jude', 'Yesterday', n "the Yellow Submarine'.. it was fun! the orchestra last for 2 whole hours! which is long actually to compare to previous orchestra that I went, titled 'Little Red Riding Hood' which was last for only 1 hour, and it was not enough as i paid RM40, the second cheapest prize (i cannot used student card that time since it targeted young children, so no discount)..

in the hall, mainly old timers were there, including Mr A Samad Said n his wife.. only a few younger generation like us were watching the pieces.. maybe because it clashed with Girls Generation (SNSD) performance which was just outside the hall.. during the interval, i went n watched the concert, n there were lots of humans!! eventhough it was tempting to go there, as i love Taeyeon of SNSD, i felt proud that i was on the hall side, compared to the concert side.. it felt like 'i am more mature, that's why i choose to watch orchestra than some K-Pop stuffs'.. haha

overall, the orchestra is really superb! it made me forgot all my worries, my recent problems, n my toothache.. you should see our outfit that night.. Nezi wore some retro stuffs made me kept thinking of her as Nancy Drew, i wore things that I normally wont, Nabilah with her west/cowboy style, n Anisa with her bright orange dress.. (all of us trying to be as retro as we can be)

p/s: cant wait to see more.. next two weeks got Orchestra for Oscar n next month got another children targeted orchestra.. hmm, will i go? maybe i will~ XD

TAHNIAH IRSHAD!!

sekolah ak, walaupun xbeberapa femes time ak belajar kat situ, SMKA Al-Irshad telah mendapat keputusan yang sangat memberangsangkan dalam SPM 2011.. 25 orang straight A's n sorang straight A+!! bangga tak? hahaha! ak pon xdapat straight A dulu.. huhu...ranking 3rd in whole Penang.. first ranking, tak lain tak bukan, Jit Sin la.. tak terkejut pon.. tapi second dalam ranking, Sekolah Sains Kepala Batas.. sekolah baru.. time ak belajar dulu, xda lagi sekolah ni.. ntah camna dia potong sekolah ak, sebab kalo tak salah ak, ranking last year, sekolah ak 2nd in ranking.. ni berdasarkan apa yang ayah ak cakap la.. ayah ak cikgu jugak.. (can't wait for next year.. time tu, adik ak plak amik periksa SPM..)

tapi yang tak best nya, bila orang dapat result gempak2 ni, cikgu-cikgu mula la tanya, "tak mau pi oversea ka?"

well, dulu time ak dapat result pon aku pikir camtu gak.. alang2 dapat elok, baik pergi oversea.. tapi ayah ak cakap, "ala, bunyi ja oversea, tapi kita tak tau dapat universiti mana.. entah-entah universiti yang kita pi tu sebenaqnya universiti besa-besa ja, bukan yang hebat sekali kat sana pon.. universiti kat malaysia ni lagi baik dari depa," tu la yang ayah ak cakap..

sebenarnya, ak pon tak pernah membayangkan ak ambik Medic, kat UM plak tu.. cita2 ak sebelum ni nak jadi engineer, n ak paling benci profession doktor ni.. bagi ak doktor ni poyo, tak mesra ngan pesakit, nak cari duit ja.. then, after trial SPM, ak dapat straight A's, 13A kot time tu.. tapi trial je la, n Petronas panggil ak wat interview untuk petroleum engineering. time tu la ak jumpa Eda.. hahaha! interview sampai 3 hari! n last day tu, ak pon pergi la interview ngan pakai tudung labuh lagi tu.. maybe sebab tu, diorang rasa ak tak sesuai kot.. so ak x dapat la (alasan giler!! haha!!) tapi tak frust pon. ak pon taknak Uni Petronas time tu.. sebab jauh dari rumah, n xdekat dengan bandar.. tapi dekat dengan rumah datuk ak.. hehe

pastu time exam SPM betul2, overconfident sangat2.. well, kan selalunya trial lagi susah dari SPM betul2.. so, ak pon relaks je la.. ak ni memang malas study pon. tup tup, ak dapat 9A1 1A2 3B3.. 3B3!!! subjek Bahasa Arab Tinggi, Biologi, n EST.. shoot!! EST selalu dapat high mark kot! Bio memang xleh cakap la.. ak paling benci subjek tu.. tapi at least, bagi la BAT ak A2 ke... pastu, apply JPA oversea, Mechanical Engineering kat Jepun..

ak ni tak la kaya.. internet pon xdak kat umah.. so, time tu, ak dapat tau ak dapat interview JPA masa time ak graduasi.. sebab takda internet kat umah, xleh cek.. kiranya nama ak terlepas la.. tapi ak pergi sana, tanya, then dia bagi ak interview.. n JPA ni pelik sikit.. dia kalo nak interview, budak Melayu, Melayu je semua.. non-Malay plak nanti dia gabung ngan non-Malay.. n luckily for me, time ak pergi tu, tetiba semua budak non-Malay.. cuma ak je la yang MALAY nya.. ak cam tak kesah, tapi bebudak non-Malay tu pulak yang pelik ak ad kat situ.. ngan kasut tinggi nya (nak formal la katakan) ak pon pergi la.. tup tup, aku dapat! dia siap call masa ak tengah shopping kat supermarket time bayar parking kereta lagi.. haha! time tu happy la, ingat dapat pegi Jepun, tetiba ayah aku kata, jangan.. duduk sini sudah.. reason, sebab ak perempuan.... n makcik2 ak yang mcam dengki tu pun kata, jangan, sebab,, susah n ak takkan mampu nak hadapi nanti..

so, masa ak kat PASUM tu perit gak la.. especially bila ko tengok budak2 RPKJ yang poyo bila time ak nak ke kelas ak.. well, PASUM sebelah RPKJ je kot.. kawan ak ad sorang kat RPKJ.. dia x poyo la.. haha! ak masuk PASUM ngan 3 lagi budak sekolah ak.. Aliyah, n budak kembar; Hazman Hazwan.. kawan2 ak yang ak rapat yang lain, semua pegi oversea.. UK la, US la, Jordan la, Mesir la, Australia la, etc... so time tu rasa malu jugak la... tapi zaman PASUM paling best bagi ak...

pastu, dapat result, ak mintak Medik UM.. ayah ak target ak jadi cikgu ke, nurse ke... sebab keje2 tu surely dapat keje, n sesuai untuk orang pompuan.. tapi ak mintak, both tak dapat, siap nama ak hilang dari permohonan plak tu, pelik2... after PASUM banyak la jugak tawaran masuk, yang local ada, oversea pon ada.. tapi time tu ak rasa, dah alang2 ak tolak yang oversea dulu, buat apa aku nak pergi oversea sekarang, baik ak pergi time dulu je.. so, ak nak stay local, n ak nak UM, sebab ak dah jatuh cinta ngan Mid Valley.. time PASUM, every week, ak mesti pergi Mid n tengok wayang.. tak pernah miss.. teruk giler! ak mintak Medik pon disebabkan same reason.. dah dulu ak tolak engineering, baik ak amik benda lain.. (cita2 ak time PASUM nak jadi Hematologist, walaupun ak taktau apa menatang tu Hematologist).. so, amik la Medik.. 2nd reason, sebab ak tak mau kena banding ngan cousin ak dah.. he is a genius, n always be.. he was the best student at MCKK, got good result, went oversea to further his study on Chem Engine, n kesimpulannya, dia cucu kesayangan datuk ak la.. so, sebab asyik kena banding, ak rasa cam bodoh je selalu, so, ak amik Medik.. then, they won't compare us anymore...

then, i got UM Medic.. n now i am... in hell~ :p

games n addiction

because i'm stress due to my hectic schedule these 3 weeks, i decided today i dont want to study, but playing games that i love.. talking about games, here are the games that i played n will always played..


1) Nancy Drew, from HerInteractive
it is a PC tactic game, and i've played it since i'm a teenager..

Nancy Drew Adventure

• Secrets Can Kill (PC 1998) - unfinished since the graphic is so uncool, and the puzzles were not as good as others, thus, it bored me a bit
• Stay Tuned for Danger (PC 1999) - unfinished due to same reason as above
• Message in a Haunted Mansion (PC 2000) - haven't play
• Treasure in the Royal Tower (PC 2001) - haven't play
• The Final Scene (PC 2001) - haven't play
• Secret of the Scarlet Hand (PC 2002) - finished
• Ghost Dogs of Moon Lake (PC 2002) - finished, recommended
• The Haunted Carousel (PC 2003) - finished n i love it
• Danger on Deception Island (PC 2003) - finished
• The Secret of Shadow Ranch (PC 2004) - finished
• Curse of Blackmoor Manor (PC 2004) - finished, n a bit scary
• Secret of the Old Clock (PC 2005) - finished, it it nice since the background is vintage
• Last Train to Blue Moon Canyon (PC 2005) - finished, n there's Hardy boys in it!
• Danger By Design (PC 2006) - finished
• The Creature of Kapu Cave (PC 2006) - finished, n love it very much, n you can become the Hardy boys as well
• White Wolf of Icicle Creek (PC 2007) - finished
• Legend of the Crystal Skull (PC 2007) - finished
• The Phantom of Venice (PC 2008) - finished
• The Haunting of Castle Malloy (PC 2008) - finished, a bit scary
• Ransom of the Seven Ships (PC 2009) - finished, n you can become George as well
• Warnings at Waverly Academy (PC 2009) - finished
• Trail of the Twister (PC 2010) - unfinished, still on the way in finishing it, a bit bored actually
• Secrets Can Kill Remastered (PC 2010) - unfinished, an upgraded version of Secrets Can Kill with a lot better graphic and puzzles
• Shadow at the Water's Edge (PC 2010) - finished, n i love it! a case at Japan, n scary as well
• The Captive Curse (PC 2011) - haven't played
• Alibi in Ashes (PC 2011) - just finished last 2 days! it was very good!! you can become Bess, George, Nancy, and even Ned.. but it is too short for me
• Tomb of the Lost Queen (PC 2012) - haven't played.. still has not released yet, i think

Nancy Drew Dossier - doesn't consumed lots of memory, graphic not as better at Nancy Drew Adventure, but the puzzles were great as well as the storyline 

• Lights, Camera, Curses (PC 2008) - finished, n the best Dossier i ever played
• Resorting to Danger (PC 2009) - finished
• Nancy Drew Dossier: Ship of Shadows (PC 2012) - has not released

2) Ace Attorney Series

it is an NDS game series, brought by CAPCOM, which is also a tactic game, whereby u'll be a defense attorney and find clues, hints, etc to help u defense your clients.. i got 5 of them..

• Phoenix Wright - Ace Attorney (2005 NDS)
• Phoenix Wright; Ace Attorney - Justice for All (2006 NDS)
• Phoenix Wright; Ace Attorney - Trials and Tribulation (2007 NDS)
• Ace Attorney - Apollo Justice (2008 NDS)- you'll become Apollo instead of Phoenix Wright
• Ace Attorney; Miles Edgeworth - Investigation (2010 NDS) - i think this is the only one where you become Miles Edgeworth instead of Phoenix Wright
• there should be another one coming out, but i'm not sure when

3) Final Fantasy Tactic

a great game, for great people.. hahaha! my beloved tactic game.. i start playing a series at my PS 1 before, but the CD jammed in the middle... but then, they released it in PSP version, thus i started back n continue playing in it PSP currently. there are also lots of races here (except in FF Tactic where only Hume exist, n plus Chocobo). you can have Humes, Nu Mou, Bangaa, Moogle, Viera, Seeq, and Gria.. (the last 3 are my fav.. hehe)

• Final Fantasy Tactics (PS 1, n now i played it in PSP) - the hardest FF Tactics from the 3, it is very difficult sometime frustrating
• Final Fantasy Tactic Advance (GBA) - finished, but the Law System is annoying
• Final Fantasy Tactic A2; Grimoire of the Rift (NDS) - nearly finished! better than FFT Advance since there's a lot of jobs u can be (Job System), and variety of roles u can get.. besides, the Law System is not as annoying as FFT Advance, upgraded already

4) the Pokemon Series - no need to say much about this games though, everyone knows about them

5) Racing games - yes, i'm addicted to racing games, esp when i'm at home where there are PS 1 n PS 2 begging me to harass them.. but me wanted PS 3.. uhuhuhu

6) SimCity - love it!!!!

7) the Sims - sometimes i wonder, why on earth i played this stupid game.. everytime i played it, i kept thinking, "what a lonely person i am, that i need to socialize in games," (tetiba rasa macam diri ni otaku pulak, hahaha)

8) others weird, simple games like the infamous AngryBirds, Plants VS Zombies, Medabots, game cari2 barang, etc...

p/s : I used to play Final Fantasy a lot like FF I, II, III, VII, VIII, IX; but nowadays, i hate the Final Fantasy games since they are not like before.. no more tactics, but mainly just direct fightings, etc.. ahh, miss the old days...

my wish list :

- Corpse Bride (my bro ady finished it, not fair!) - scary, R-17 due to violence

- Jeanne d'Arc (PSP)

- Disgaea

- Tactic Ogre - yeah!! I want this!!!!

from the list you already can guess types of games i like isn't it? hahaha!! RPG/Tactic is my FAV!

Dramione

it is 3.05 am at the moment.. actually i should be studying right now.. i've got minor postings exam this Friday, and can you imagine, Anaes + ENT + Ophthal + Emergency Med in one paper!! and I haven't start studying anything!

instead of studying, i chose to read all fanfiction of Dramione (Hermione Granger + Draco Malfoy).. with YUI songs as background, the stories became so good that i could not stop reading them..

so, tell me friends, how to survive this Friday? Arghhh!! Life is STRESSFUL!

Over Time - Drama review

OverTime is an old japanese drama. it was aired on 1999, and i was only 10 years old then..

i just finished watching the drama this week since I cant find any dramas that suit my taste, so i stuck with the old dramas.. at first i was thinking of watching a girly drama which is Sutaa no Koi, however, OverTime caught my interest instead..

OverTime started lovely. in a house full of old ladies, a younger man meets an older woman (well, i love younger man x older woman themes.. haha!) and they become friends. they have their own love life, thus they get each other opinions and share their problems. for them, nothing is secret and nothing should be ashamed of. at first for me, they seem more like a brother and a sister compared to lovers.

still, they dont realized how precious they are for each other. they become part of each, causing jealousy and so on. to make things short, after a while, they realize that the soulmate they trying to find is right beside them.

like all romance drama, you will expect a happily ever after type of ending, with the main guy gets the main woman, getting married, and so forth. however, OverTime is totally different! the ending is logical (really does reflect our real life), but it makes me disappointed as the main girl and the main guy remain as friends eventhough they loved each other.

i dont know why on earth the girl does not want to marry the guy, and why the guy wants the girl to leave him and marry someone else.. for the guy, he thinks that he is not enough to give the girl all the happiness she should have, and for the girl, she just chose the second lead just because the main guy says so.. it is just so bullshit! yup, i agree if i was in the girl's shoes, i'll choose the second lead as he is more mature, has stable economic background (he is a doctor, hehe), and older than me (actually i do not really mind the age, but the main guy is too young to be compared with the main girl), and not because someone else says so.. but, after a while, the ending is getting into me, and yes, sometimes your soulmate will just be a friend and not more than that. that's how life is.

overall, it is nice. not overrated like current japanese dramas which is full of fairytales. however, watching fairytales once in a blue moon doesn't hurt that much.. :p

Maulidur Rasul

the best way of celebrating Maulidur Rasul is by going to masjid, n makan 'nasi talam' with family~
totally the best activity with family ever during this holiday~~ XD

p/s: my Neyo got UTI! luckily just UTI, if renal stone, poor my Neyo.. currently he needs to eat 3 types of tablet medicine.. it is not easy to give tablet med to cat you know.. my bro even wore glove cos he's afraid Neyo will bite him..

Kamen Rider W

as i watch kamen rider W, i cant help but fall in love w shoutaro (aka kiriyama renn).. hahaha!! i think most of the japanese actors that i like always are the riders in kamen rider series.. eg sato takeru in KR den-o, seto koji in KR kiva, mizushima hiro in KR kabuto, n yamamoto yusuke also in kabuto...

back to kamen rider W.. it is amazing!! i love the Luna Trigger n also Cyclone Joker mode.. n the chief (akito).. she's super cool n funny.. haha!

p/s: i should sleep by now since tomorrow i'm going backpacking.. but kamen rider (actually kiriyama renn) is stopping me from that.. so rite now, instead of sleeping, i'm downloading movies... :p

my madness towards anime

my madness (or my obsession? i dont care,, they're the same to me) towards Anime.. here is the list of the Top 5 fav anime all the time...

5. Natsume Yuujinchou
 love this series so damn much! i'm grateful that Season 4 is started (again) last week! can't wait to see more Yokai in there.. and Nyaan-ko Sensei is so kawaii~

4. Katekyou Hitman Reborn
usually seinen or shonen manga's mangakas are male.. but you know, Katekyou Hitman Reborn is born by a female mangaka, . Amazing isn't it!! suddenly remember Lambo.. damn cute + funny + hot that guy is!

3. Toriko
still airing, but promising! each time i watch a new episode i'm getting hungry and hungrier.. really hope that Gourmet World really exist and i'll be one of the Bishokuya! (talking about dreaming.. haha)

2. OnePiece
used to be the top of my list! but since the anime is too lagging behind the manga, i preferred the manga more.. the manga can makes me cry and at the same time laughing hard (my roomate at PASUM used to think i'm crazy as i was crying and laughing at the same time.. ingat lagi, time tu i read about Nico Robin's childhood story.. hahaha) and, this is the only anime/manga that i collect the figurines as well.. (n others keep saying i'm wasting my money because of that)

1. GinTama
my fav!! can't live a week without watching one.. hahaha! funny as hell! always parody'ing other anime.. love Gintoki with his Strawberry Milk and sweet food addiction, and indeed he is really NOT a typical anime hero! love Kagura n Shinpachi (the 'sidekicks' if you wanna call them that).. and also Zura (n he will answer, "Zura janai, Katsura desu") hoping they will make a movie (or OVA) about Gintoki as Yaksha... XD

Others anime that are worth watching are Nichijou (selamat pagi! hahaha!!), Hanasaku Iroha, ToraDora, Ore no imouto ga konna ni kawaii wake ga nai (shortened to Ore No Imouto je, panjang sangat), Ghost Hunt, Nurarihyon no mago, Ao no exorcist, Bleach, Fullmetal Alchemist,  Gantz, Soul Eater, FairyTail..

p/s: currently thinking of watching Tiger n Bunny, Another (baru satu episode.. macam best..), true tears, n Bakemonogatari (my bro kept pestering me to watch it n Angel Beats... )