Beloved Friends

My friends are true friends... and i glad i met 'em...

Hmmm...

what can i say, i am still in shock...

the very exam on my birthday, kill me juz now...

it is such an easy exam, but still, what can i say.... it such a silly mistake...

so, my mood is getting down n down after this...

sorry if i dont smile back if u meet me...

i am such person...

Weird

Weird when seeing someone too obsess in sumthing......weird why am i too obsess in internet.....they just,,, weird.....

1n2d

beside needing to feel nervous n praying hard for my exam result, i decided to go home..
well of coz, i brought my Oxford Handbook, my buku kuning, notes, etc, but u know, it is difficult to study at home..
with every morning need to layan neyo n anak2, need to kemas bilik everything, with laptop on my lap.. it is very difficult..
but one good thing at home is, i could not connet to internet..
well, we used broadband obviously, n we need to fight for it everytime we need to used it... then, as i stay at kampung, the line is so severe that we only get EDGE with 2 bar (people using broadband will understand this) n only at 3 - 4 am we get HSDPA only at certain area in our house...
so, i could not open my FB, my Twitter, blogs that i follow, etc... so, less time surfing the internet as i usually do..

so, as i coming back to UM, the first thing i did is opened my laptop, get through UM WIFI, then FB, Twitter, download anime, then 1n2dfansubs.wordpress....
then i read, 1n2d is coming to an end in 6 months.... WHATTT???!!

1n2d is my fav program since 4 years ago, at Pasum... (im not sure, mayb during 1st year).. i downloaded n watched it every week... i even watched the re-run on KBSW.. n i can brag that i have almost all the ep of 1n2d from ep 27 to 200+ (currently 212).. i watched the MCs from their first day with awkwardness till today where their closeness should be jealous by others...

thus, this news is so sudden for me... i know, one day, 1n2d will come to an end.. but i never thought this soon.. (TT__TT)

my mood is getting bad n bad.. hmmmm... hopefully i might find my joy next 3 days...

Friends

thanks guys . . . i had a great time . . . u guys sure cheer me up . . .

a Happy birthday to me

maybe u expect me to be " yayyyyyy ! ! ! "

sorry, u r wrong . . .

this is the worst birthday i ever had . . .

exam is killing me . . .

i never felt that i ' m going to cry , except today . . .

i hate it . . . i hate myself . . . i hate my laziness . . .

i felt ashamed of myself . . .

ya Allah, berikanlah hamba-Mu ini kekuatan untuk menghadapi semua ini...

i want...

a lomo ! ! !

hopefully someone can give me a lomo . . .

fell in love with it today . . .

( ' . . ' , )