Cooking!

yes, i love cooking~ (xcaya sudahh~ saya xkesah~)

thinking of making Japanese Strawberry Shortcake and Sugarless Cake (for my dad, since he is a diabetic)

bila la boleh balik umah?
rindu dapur ak.. huhuhu

last time, i succeed in making Choc Brownies n Cream Puff..
but failed in making Choc Chips Cookies.. (xkeras.. cepat sangat masuk angin)

this time, i'll make sure i can make extra nice n fluffy Strawberry Shortcake

minna, matte ne~

*being a girl is nice.. you can learn how to cook, n how to bake.. u'll learn how to sew, and how to decorate.. u can also learn things that guys do.. in my case, as i'm the eldest, i did lots of things that girls my age do not do. i used to repair pipe at my house, repaired the toilet, my lovely tv, i used to cut down trees around my house (help my father actually.. bukan buat sorang2), used to help my father made our fish pond, helped my father built the 'rebans' for my rabbits and chickens, used to farm (ala, tanam bayam je pon.. senang jaga) etc.. but, that does not mean that i cannot be a good girl.. i also cook at home, sew clothe for my sis, did lots of 'cross-stitch', n other houseworks.. so, i think, it is nicer being a girl than a boy as a girl can do both things that boys n girls can do.. (susah nak cari lelaki yg duduk dapur, masak... tambah2 lagi lelaki yg mengait or wat cross-stitch..) yay! girl's power!!

Rosery

Prof hany told us about Rickety rosery..
then she pointed at me..

P:"you, what is rosery?"

N:"something reddish in colour?"

P:"no, i want in malay.. rose?"

N:"emmm, kerose-rosean maybe.."

P:"nonsense! it's tasbih la.."

N:"errr..."

that's why you need to be good in English.. wah! malu siot...

Selamat Hari Bapa

Selamat Hari Bapa ayah!

minta maaf banyak2 sebab terlupa..
Nadhra ingat Hari Bapa minggu depan..
xsangka minggu ni...

minta maaf banyak2 sebab xbagi hadiah..
JPA xmasuk lg..
takpa..
nanti JPA masuk, ayah mintak la apa saja..
tali pinggang, kasut, baju, seluar, semua boleh.. (tapi pilih satu ja la.. hahaha)

Nadhra doakan ayah panjang umur, murah rezeki dan sihat dan bahagia selalu bersama mak..

:)

*actually, there's nothing that i can say to show my love for my father.. there's no word big enough that can present my love for him.. there is no present in this world that is enough to give to my father for eveything he had done for me, except that i can only say, "I love you dad.. since the day i born.. since the day you cooked porridge for me while i was at the hospital, since the day you carried my at the back while cycling, since the day you bought me a computer, since the day you took care of us siblings while mom gave birth of adik, since the day you cook for me roti canai telur and nasi goreng, since the day you change your school so that it is easier to send me to my school, since the day you made my teachers know that i'm Rifangei's daughter, since the day you won't allow me to study oversea eventhough you were the one who sent me to the interview, since the day you sent me to PASUM which was the first time i cried in front of you, since the day i cried everyday at PASUM because i did not get good result for Physics, since the day i entered medical school which i hate at first coz i'm really bad at Biology, since the day you give me courage,.. and until now, and until i'm old, and until forever.. i will always love you dad.. and my love will become more and more with each day... wish you all the happiness in this world.. Selamat hari bapa, ayah.. Nadhra sayang ayah...

the advantage of staying far from home

b'cos i was so depressed, (sebab x balik rumah)
i was thinking of the benefits of staying far for home..

i present u all my lists;
1) have many good friends, truly good friends (they are the BEST!!)
2) becoming more socialize... (kalo dulu, i was a nerd that rarely speak to others..huhu.. i will only speak to the other geeks like me)
3) get courage to speak to guys.. (suffer from androphobia for 7 years b4)
4) can do lots of challenging activities that normally my parents won't allow me to do (eg hiking, backpacking)
5) learn to use money appropriately (b'cos here, u support urself, no one will help u if ur money habis already)
6) learn to sleep late at nite (usu at home, 2 am is the latest; but here, sometimes i dont sleep at all)
7) due to lack of sleeping, learn to get up very late in the afternoon (aish, xpatut2.. jangan la aku wat macam nih)
8) learn getting back to hostel late at nite; esp after watching movies (if at home, xberani la nak balik malam2 nih)
9) learn how to take care of oneself (shopping sorang2 pon berani, but, nadhra, dont do this anymore, it is super duper dangerous to you!)
10) learn how to shop! i love shopping!!! JPA, please come faster!
11) learn how to enjoy your life as a university student!

Rajin

Seems like everyone become rajin suddenly this month..
even on weekend, i see my collegues go to the ward.. clerking patients, examine, etc

i know that the final exam is around the corner

but u all make me even more stressfull!!

errrr.... Nadhra, rajin la sikit macam diorang semua.. shiken da dekat nih...

ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!

On hiatus (DOWNLOAD STATUS)

oleh kerana laptop saya sudah keletihan,
saya memberhentikan aktiviti-aktiviti mendownload saya buat sementara waktu...

jadi pada sesiapa yang menginginkan video2 saya minggu ini, harap maaf...
diharap bersabar...

List: (edit on 16/7/2011)
Drama
- Juvana
- Can you hear my heart (postpone)
- JIN2 (postpone)

TV Shows
- Maharaja Lawak (trying hard to finish it... btw, love JOZAN!)
- 1n2d (will neva stop downloading it.. already follow this show since 4-5 yrs ago)

Anime
- Gintama
- One Piece (wait till i have time.. postpone..)

miss u

I miss my home soo much
I miss my mom
I miss my dad
I miss Ami
I miss Iki
I miss Adik
I miss Neyo
I miss Bulan
I miss my anak-anak (Dino, Manja, and Gucci)
I miss my room, esp my bed and my table.. i do everythings in my room
I miss my living room.. where at the evening i'll lie there reading a novel
I miss my family room.. where i see my bros n sis smile n laughing while watching tv
I miss my parents' room.. where i see my dad asleep because he's too tired.. n my mom folding our kain n baju
I miss Ami's room.. where once was my bedroom for 10 years
I miss Iki's room.. a place where i once played computer games everyday n then he will halau me because i semakkan his place
I miss my kitchen.. a place where i'll bake brownies n cream puff for my family, while Neyo watching my lovingly
I miss my wet kitchen.. where my anak-anak calling for me everyday, wanting me to pat them
I miss my garden.. i haven't seen my garden for long time because the holiday is always soo short
I miss my pond.. where once Neyo fall into it while trying to catch a fish
I miss my attic.. where i once did a very good job decorate it so that i can study there with my siblings
I miss every little grass that surround my home.. i played there once with my friends
I miss the coconut trees behind my house
I miss the rambutan tree beside my house
I miss the manggis tree in front of my house
I miss jambu tree n also the mempelam tree near my house
my siblings and I always panjat those trees before
I miss my mom's cooking
I miss my dad's smile
I miss playing with my brothers
I miss gossiping with my sister
I miss Neyo sleeping on my lap
I miss Bulan stealing Neyo's food
I miss my anak-anak running in my house from Neyo
I miss my days before getting here...

I am fragile without my family..
Without my family, i'm nothing..
Without them, i'm juz a body, without soul..
Without them, i'll cry...

Mom, Dad.. I'll try my best not to disappoint you.. but sometimes, i disappointed with myself.. i need you.. to help me move forward... i need you.. to give me courage... i try to be cool, but sometimes i will also cry... pray for me, so that i have a stronger heart to overcome all these...