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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Ne-Yo <3<3<3

Hahahahaha...YES!! I LOVE NE-YO!! :)))))

but sorry, not THAT NE-YO...BUT...THIS NE-YO...

my neyo has an amazing, hairy bod, with fierce face, and white stockings legs..

hehe..i know some of u can guess already...

today's gonna be a long post..i dedicate this post with all my heart to my beloved neyo..who is always there for me..who knows whenever i feel sad..who never talk something bad to me..who always sleep beside me at night..who always come running at me whenever i call his name..my neyo.....my cat....

i remember, the first time i met him..it was the day i took Bahasa Arab Tinggi exam for SPM 2006..when i entered my dad's car, there was a box..full with mystery..i opened it..there he was..a Sacred Birman cat that look sooo cute with long eyebrows...we gave him name..Neko..aka..Neyo..

i never see any cuter cat than him..he ate food on my palm..running in my living room..tried to catch ribbons..then suddenly he slept..in my house, he had a bedroom, a small unused bathroom that we put his bed, food, drinks, and others...at first, he cannot slept alone..i had to be on his side until he slept..so pity he need to sleep alone...but, we cannot bring him into our room..he back then, just a cat..nothing more..a cat that we love so much..

days by days..he no longer a cat..for me, he more like a new sibling..a brother..he act like a child..at morning, when he was hungry, he brought his food's pack all along our house to my room..i was still asleep back then when he suddenly jumped on me asking for food..he jumped and tried to opened the pack himself..so brilliant!

at night, he and me will go hunting the "cicak" around our house..i'll lastik them down and he'll catch them on ground..since then..all cicaks afraid of us..the greatest duo..

when we pray, he will jump on our lap..when we rukuk he will hugged and licked our hairs...

at first, when he came to our house, he peed and pooed everywhere..no one dare to clean them..except this beloved sister who admired cats since childhood..she did everything for her inhuman brother to show her love..as the return, the brother love her too..no one knows how happy the sister is..

there are many times the brother nearly died..but..the legend is true..cat do has 9 lives..he once nearly drown while trying to catch ikan koi in our pond..luckily he knows how to swim and running into my room in wet..he also once fall from the stairs in my house while trying to play catch with my mom..upon felling down, he knocked his head off..he cough out blood with tears in his eyes..i myself cried..i never knew that cats can cry...i asked my dad to bring him to doctor..he said "it just a cat..if it gonna die, it dies"...yeah..he was a cat..but..not anymore..

long after, i brought him to sleep with me in my room..he didn't like sleeping on his bed..he'll sleep on others blanket..when he was asleep, i'll always awake..i saw him sleep-walking, dreaming, etc..he really like a human...so handsome, so brilliant..so soft...




that was before

now, he is adult..a boyish, fierce adult..my friend said..he is an uncle..yeah..in cats' world, he is old already..3 and a half years old...nearly same my age in human's world...

he has his own pride..you can no longer stroke his hair like before..hug him for long time like before..kiss him hundreds time like before..you can do those things..but..only a little..

but

he still running to you when you call him..he still sleep beside you on bed..he still remember you eventhough it was long time ago you met him..he still eager to catch cicak with you...waiting for you at the door when you're coming home..and what is more important is..he still love you like always..

but sometimes...we kept thinking..did we teach him rite? other cats are so manja-manja..but ours...hmmm...why he change? will he left us one day? (hahaha...the feeling is the same as parents feel when they see their child..i now understand their feeling)..but..i know he wouldn't...

he is an old brother now..what will happen if one day, he's gone forever..will i meet him in heaven? what will happen to my life when every time i go home i kept thinking of meeting him waiting for me at the door as always? will there still a beloved brother waiting for me at the door like before? like neyo did? i hope..i never see that happen..i hate seeing people that i love die one by one..i am a very selfish person..if only i died before others...who knows...i am really a selfish person...

love you..my pet..my brother..and my beloved partner..neyo...

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Belagak ATAU Sombong??

"Pernah jumpa students Medicine tak?
Belagak ark diorang?
kan2...belagak kan...(nodding2)
Apa yang diorang wat sampai nampak belagak?
emmmm....entah....aura diorang tu buat orang lain rasa diorang belagak..."


see...medicine students are always label 'COCKY'...

well..it's not wrong..and..it's not rite...

some maybe a little bit cocky themselves...

BUT

the other some...do nothing wrong...

I used to feel the same towards the so call prestige school's students..but actually..they were not cocky..it was me who is jealous at them..

why people call medicine students cocky?
why people never say a doctor tu belagak ke apa ke?

entah

i also donno

when people know that u r a medical student, suddenly, layanan diorang jadi lain..some give u a totally good treatment, some give u a cold stare, and others look disbelief..

why can't they treat us the same?? (exception pada sesiapa yg bg layanan best tu, ok jer :P)

well...people will not change juz because they enter medical school lor~

so

jangan menambahkan jurang between u and your friends

(although i know many medical student REALLY ARE COCKY)

ImpressiOns

What is the first thing that come to ur mind when u meet someone?

Is he/she kind, gentle, honest, bla..bla..bla..??

OR

Is he/she bad, stubborn, fierce, cocky, n !@#$%^&*(...?????

well, honestly, most of the time, my first impression towards people is the 2nd one..i know most of u is the same..

u see, people that thought others are kind n so other positive traits are actually good persons themselves..they never thought bad of others n always have positive thinking..(and easily get cheated also~)

n people like me, the pessimist one, cannot run from judging others badly..it is not wrong to judge others like that..it some kind of protection for themselves..these people will not make friends easily, will not trust others easily, n tend to keep grudge..they may smile at you..but..u will not know what they are thinking..

hhahaha

thats me actually..

BUT

first impressions are always wrong

he/she might never smile at you, but, he/she never says anything bad at you

he/she might be ur friend, but, he/she might curse u behind ur back

so...Dont judge a book by its cover
and
Dont judge a person by his/her face

nowadays, even beautiful woman wears a big ugly mask...

u can judge..but..make sure to know them better to approve ur judgement..

Gomen...

Dah lama ak x post anything here..well..quite busy downloading, surfing and gossiping..well u know..i'm NaDaRe..cannot prevent myself from those activities that i LOVE sooooo muchh!!

Huahahaha

well, actually, due to those activities, i got really bad for my exam..well, not really that bad for me, but for my parent...i'm the worst!!

no time for tears now..what's done is done..u cannot turn back the time, rite~..(still u can turn back the clock manually..hehehehe)

i try to stop my obsessiveness..i fail..my life...is my laptop..(his name is LOPO..cute~)..and..UM WIFI...