Feelings

now i know how great Allah create human being

with lots of feelings they can have....

p/s: love reading others blog n tumblr.. XD

rite now.. i am feeling desperate... exam is killing me, n makes me wanna open my blog more often.. hurmmmm...

Final Exam

I hate thinking about exam

coz, im not prepared

but

it keeps hunting me

even in my usually beautiful dream

aghhhh!!

p/s: i dont want to repeat the whole year... i want to 'rag' juniors too.. huhuhuhu... dont spoil my dream...

p/s (p/s) : eventhough i used to rag juniors (x rag pon.. buli sket2.. ak dulu kena lg teruk), i think i am one of the few seniors that love junior earnestly...

i am a Clown

once, my friend said, u're a clown

without u, no laugh,

silence...

yes, i am a clown

do you know a story about a clown?

Clown is a happy person

she hates silence n awkward moments the most

she is a chatty

a joker

bring joys to others

makes people laugh

eventhough she needs to act stupidly in public

eventhough she needs to make fun of herself

she wants to bring others happiness

But,

don't u ever think

behind that smile

she might be crying

crying in silence

crying for a happiness

cying n hoping that one day

she might find her own Clown

that can makes her laugh honestly

that can makes her laugh heartily?

TT__TT

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hmmmm . . . . boleh saya nangis ?

kk6

ahhh!! bestnya internet laju!! mcm mna nk stadi nih??

last day at Klang

well, pertama sekali saya nak bagitau yang "I HATE PACKING!!"

i donno how i managed to pack last time n i donno how i will managed to pack this time..
i found things n things that i donno still exist before,
i found lots of things that i should throw away wayy before,
n i found out that i have lots of toys from mcd that i put in my drawer...

but, one thing for sure, today might be one of the most fun day at Klang..
we had BBQ, thanx to Din,
we had my fav kerang bakar, eventhough i allergic to it,
we had ayam bakar, sosej bakar, sosej rebus,
we had lots of things...

some were playing guitar,
some were playing ukulele,
some were singing...

it is not an everyday view of medical students life..
so, it is quite fun...

thank goodness i had all these super nice, and fun colleages..
if not, my U life might be boring as hell..

so, THANX A LOTS GUYS!! I LOVE U ALL!!! XD


p/s: after this, FINAL EXAM!!! arghhhhh!!!

Saya bosan

Saya bosan,

saya bosan dengan Klang
saya bosan dengan bilik saya
saya bosan dengan meja saya yang semak dengan buku2 yang xabes dibaca
saya bosan dengan internet yang lembab
saya bosan dengan Facebook
saya bosan dengan Twitter
saya bosan mendownload
saya bosan menonton drama Korea
saya bosan menonton anime yang panjang (except Gintama)
saya bosan membaca manga
saya bosan bermain gitar
saya bosan menyanyi lagu yang sama setiap hari
saya bosan mendengar mp4 saya yang playlistnya sama sejak 3 bulan lalu
saya bosan melihat dompet saya kosong dengan duit
saya bosan dengan makanan DM
saya bosan dengan TV yang rosak di bilik TV
saya bosan memikirkan exam n EOP
saya bosan memikirkan immunisation, heart failure, n asthma
saya bosan dengan otak saya yang x ingat apa yang saya dah baca
saya bosan dengan sikap saya yang malas
saya bosan dengan kebosanan saya

ya, saya bosan dengan diri saya sendiri...




(deep inside, i feel grateful that we're moving to UM.. x kesah la 2 orang satu bilik ke, 3 orang satu bilik ke, at least i got a room.. x macam 6 week dulu, kena duduk luar.. kena duduk Vista.. it was not easy to take bus every early in the morning, to lintas jalan every evening, kena guna duit lagi to buy food, transportation, sewa etc.. so, i just feel thankful that i got college.. n i think others should too..)


p/s: jatuh cinta dengan UM sejak kali pertama jejak kaki kat situ during PASUM... n of course, fell in love with Mid Valley also~

Exam

why we need exam? who created exam!? Arghh!!

Mumu said, the China created it..

but still, why we need exam? are the EOPs not enough?


(a cry from a person who does not prepare for her up coming final exam..)

TT__TT huhuhu

Going HOME

i'm going home tomorrow~ yayyy!! woohooo!!! super happy!!!

hahahahahah! XD

eventhough exam is near the corner, i still think home is the best place to me...

here at klang, sometimes make me become a hateful person

sometimes i hate people, and sometimes i make people hate me

but at home, i love everybody, and everybody love me eventhough i do lots of inappropiate things..

love you HOME!! <3


(i wanna bake japanese strawberry shortcake for my family, and chocolate brownies for my friends.. please wait y'all~)

the Amars (aka, NUNS)

kuragehime rocks!!!!

i am wondering whether one day, i'll become like them.. the Amars....

manga addict

currently reading manga by SHIMAKI AKO

she's the best!!

the plot is good n not rubbish like others..

she does not need to sell all those kissing scene, tears, hugs, smut, etc, etc..
the plot are nice, not pushy like other shoujo mangas..

the first manga i read from her is 1/3 kareshi n i cried while reading it.. not because it was sad, but i was stunned by the artwork n storyline.. it was sweet n beautiful..
then, i also read uso to koi no hajimari.. just sweet..

but the best yet is pin to kona.. i love it the moment i read it
not like any other shoujo manga, the story is from the main guy's point of view...
it is funny, n i learnt a lot from it.. (learnt about kabuki).. the heroin is not as soft, as beautiful, or damsel in distress, (or boyish..eg in hanakimi, ouran) as others typical heroins.. she somewhat attractive in her own ways.. if i want to compare, i will compare her with the main girl in beauty pop.. both of them are soo cooll!!

luckily, currently they only released 3 chapter for pin to kona.. if not, i cannot study lar..