Indecisive

For all my dear frens...

I wake in the dark
Showers of light
Moments of emptiness around
Floating away
No rays of hope
Reality brings me to the ground

What can I do?
What can I say?
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while, just for a smile
Just for the life I used to know

For every song was filled with words of love and not of anger
What if they go?
What if they leave me far behind?

'Cause I don't wanna be alone.. (uh oh)
Living life for on my own (uh oh)
I don't want to live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
'Cause I wanna be with people that I know
Who would do the things I do (uh oh)
Making all my dreams come true (uh oh)
I don't recognize the shadows at my door
Though I've seen them all before
Because the only thing I really want..
Is to be with you....

I look at the sky,
That looks back at me
I'm getting a silent melody
I know that I'm here
And I am lost
Alone and confusion by the breeze
Hiding my face, crying alone
I need to find my way back home
Back to the place
The wonderful days
Livin' the life I used to know

For every smile was born out of the love and our sincerity
And every tear from all the glowing joy

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'Cause I don't wanna be alone.. (uh oh)
Living life for on my own (uh oh)
I don't want to live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
'Cause I wanna be with people that I know
Who would do the things I do (uh oh)
Making all my dreams come true (uh oh)
I don't recognize the shadows at my door
Though I've seen them all before
Because the only thing I really want..
Is to be with you....

Is to be with you
Living life for on my own (uh oh)
I don't wanna live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
'Cause I wanna be with people that I know
Who would do the things I do (uh oh)
Making all my dreams come true (uh oh)
I don't recognize the shadows at my door
Though I've seen them all before Because the only thing I really want..

Is to be with you....

Cita-cita

Since we're small, people around us always ask, "What's ur cita-cita?"... "Bila besaq nanti nak jadi apa?"... "nak gheja apa?"...

And we'll answer, "I want to be a pilot"... "Aku nak jadi polis...leh tangkap orang"... "My cita-cita is to be a doctor"...

Those are some famous answers...most children want to be doctors, policemen, bussinessmen, pilots, scientists, and teachers. Do they really know what's the jobs are about?

I never heard any children said that they want to be stylists, writers, interior designers, carpenters...bla...bla... They always said doctors, scientists, etc.. Why?? Because that's not their own cita-cita...that's their parents...

Parents always want the best for their children..no parents want the worst..Is there any parents that want their children to be a smoker?? drugs addicted?? thief?? serial-killer?? NO WAY!!!

But sometimes parents' expectation is too high..tinggi sangat..sampai kena naik roket baru sampai...Is it rite to have such a high expectations?? Is it good for the children mentally n emotionally?? It depends..

Parents should know tahap kemampuan anak masing2. Not all their children are geniuses OR extraordinary..some just ordinary..normal..besa-besa jer..BUT NEVER STUPID!! They can't expect all their children 'll be doctors, juruterbangs, scientists.. Don't give false dreams to ur anak-anak, k..

Is cita-cita is really that important??!! For me, it's not. Some people have high cita-cita, while some have low.. But then, after getting SPM results, Matriculations results, STPM's..all become upside down.. They not getting what they hope for. Some get better chances, n some get worse chances, while some struggling to get even a chance for their future..

For me, it's all depends on our rezeki..cita-cita is just our target along with our parents..like me, I never achieve my own cita-cita..but hopefully I can achieve my parents'...amin...

Study VS Surfing net

As a student, I know study is essential...but...with laptop on my desk....studying becomes impossible...haha

i know many 'll agree with me.

Surfing net

Surfing net is one of the most addicting hobby I ever encountered. I have many hobbies but this one is very hard to avoid. Everytimes I see my laptop, I'll open it, n start Youtubing.. then..Downloading.. then..Facebooking.. blogging.. gaming.. etc..etc..

I've tried many ways to stop this dangerous habit..I even left my laptop at home but still I can find others to use...hhuhu.. Even when there's no wireless at my college, I'll go n find one. That's how determine I am..Really hope I'll be as determine as that in my study...

Well, entertainment is my life..haha

Study?/benkyo?

But, if study alone, its really B-O-R-I-N-G....you know what I mean, rite...Still I see some people love studying more that anything else. They don't watch movies, don't surfing net, don't read manga...don't bla..bla...and on top of that, THEY LOVE IT!!

Why some love studying...n some hate studying? Is it because of different genes in our bodies?? Different types of blood?? Different hearts?? (Tp aku tau rambut still sama kaler..walopon hati laen2)

I wonder what kind of drugs they took to be like that....aku nk beli jugak...

Nobody...wondergirls...

Just read a news...about Wonder Girls...

"A man in the Philippines was apparently stabbed in the stomach and hit in the head until he was dead because he didn't know the song, Nobody. Leo Santos, 28, was killed by 4 men from Tondo, Manila. The knife used was even left in the guy's body and the whole murder was just because he doesn't know the song 'Nobody' by Wonder Girls. Santos was stabbed 2 times in the stomach and hit to death on 26th August. He died last Thursday at the Memorial Medical Center after succumbing to his fatal injuries.. The Manila Police District-Homicide Section are now looking for the suspects. According to information gathered, Leo Santos was walking along the Corregidor Street around 2am when suspect was singing 'Nobody' by Wonder Girls. Leo asked him, "What are you singing?" The suspect got irritated because Leo didn't know the song he was singing. Joseph then punched Leo in the face and the other suspects joined in beating Leo to death. One of the suspects even stabbed Leo in the stomach 2 times before all of them ran away." news from allkpop.com

For me it's a sad but yet a funny article... i would never believe the suspect would kill him just because of that...

But, who is this Wonder Girls that creates such phenomenon?? I am not their fan n will never be one but still their song, 'Nobody' really famous. They even sang this song for the opening of Jonas Brothers concert at America n my male colleagues in my university even danced to this song in one of our functions. That's how famous they are..

but still, i don't like 'em... (i'm not hating 'em ok.. dont bash me..)