Ne-Yo <3<3<3

Hahahahaha...YES!! I LOVE NE-YO!! :)))))

but sorry, not THAT NE-YO...BUT...THIS NE-YO...

my neyo has an amazing, hairy bod, with fierce face, and white stockings legs..

hehe..i know some of u can guess already...

today's gonna be a long post..i dedicate this post with all my heart to my beloved neyo..who is always there for me..who knows whenever i feel sad..who never talk something bad to me..who always sleep beside me at night..who always come running at me whenever i call his name..my neyo.....my cat....

i remember, the first time i met him..it was the day i took Bahasa Arab Tinggi exam for SPM 2006..when i entered my dad's car, there was a box..full with mystery..i opened it..there he was..a Sacred Birman cat that look sooo cute with long eyebrows...we gave him name..Neko..aka..Neyo..

i never see any cuter cat than him..he ate food on my palm..running in my living room..tried to catch ribbons..then suddenly he slept..in my house, he had a bedroom, a small unused bathroom that we put his bed, food, drinks, and others...at first, he cannot slept alone..i had to be on his side until he slept..so pity he need to sleep alone...but, we cannot bring him into our room..he back then, just a cat..nothing more..a cat that we love so much..

days by days..he no longer a cat..for me, he more like a new sibling..a brother..he act like a child..at morning, when he was hungry, he brought his food's pack all along our house to my room..i was still asleep back then when he suddenly jumped on me asking for food..he jumped and tried to opened the pack himself..so brilliant!

at night, he and me will go hunting the "cicak" around our house..i'll lastik them down and he'll catch them on ground..since then..all cicaks afraid of us..the greatest duo..

when we pray, he will jump on our lap..when we rukuk he will hugged and licked our hairs...

at first, when he came to our house, he peed and pooed everywhere..no one dare to clean them..except this beloved sister who admired cats since childhood..she did everything for her inhuman brother to show her love..as the return, the brother love her too..no one knows how happy the sister is..

there are many times the brother nearly died..but..the legend is true..cat do has 9 lives..he once nearly drown while trying to catch ikan koi in our pond..luckily he knows how to swim and running into my room in wet..he also once fall from the stairs in my house while trying to play catch with my mom..upon felling down, he knocked his head off..he cough out blood with tears in his eyes..i myself cried..i never knew that cats can cry...i asked my dad to bring him to doctor..he said "it just a cat..if it gonna die, it dies"...yeah..he was a cat..but..not anymore..

long after, i brought him to sleep with me in my room..he didn't like sleeping on his bed..he'll sleep on others blanket..when he was asleep, i'll always awake..i saw him sleep-walking, dreaming, etc..he really like a human...so handsome, so brilliant..so soft...




that was before

now, he is adult..a boyish, fierce adult..my friend said..he is an uncle..yeah..in cats' world, he is old already..3 and a half years old...nearly same my age in human's world...

he has his own pride..you can no longer stroke his hair like before..hug him for long time like before..kiss him hundreds time like before..you can do those things..but..only a little..

but

he still running to you when you call him..he still sleep beside you on bed..he still remember you eventhough it was long time ago you met him..he still eager to catch cicak with you...waiting for you at the door when you're coming home..and what is more important is..he still love you like always..

but sometimes...we kept thinking..did we teach him rite? other cats are so manja-manja..but ours...hmmm...why he change? will he left us one day? (hahaha...the feeling is the same as parents feel when they see their child..i now understand their feeling)..but..i know he wouldn't...

he is an old brother now..what will happen if one day, he's gone forever..will i meet him in heaven? what will happen to my life when every time i go home i kept thinking of meeting him waiting for me at the door as always? will there still a beloved brother waiting for me at the door like before? like neyo did? i hope..i never see that happen..i hate seeing people that i love die one by one..i am a very selfish person..if only i died before others...who knows...i am really a selfish person...

love you..my pet..my brother..and my beloved partner..neyo...

Belagak ATAU Sombong??

"Pernah jumpa students Medicine tak?
Belagak ark diorang?
kan2...belagak kan...(nodding2)
Apa yang diorang wat sampai nampak belagak?
emmmm....entah....aura diorang tu buat orang lain rasa diorang belagak..."

see...medicine students are always label 'COCKY'...

well..it's not wrong..and..it's not rite...

some maybe a little bit cocky themselves...

BUT

the other some...do nothing wrong...

I used to feel the same towards the so call prestige school's students..but actually..they were not cocky..it was me who is jealous at them..

why people call medicine students cocky?
why people never say a doctor tu belagak ke apa ke?

entah

i also donno

when people know that u r a medical student, suddenly, layanan diorang jadi lain..some give u a totally good treatment, some give u a cold stare, and others look disbelief..

why can't they treat us the same?? (exception pada sesiapa yg bg layanan best tu, ok jer :P)

well...people will not change juz because they enter medical school lor~

so

jangan menambahkan jurang between u and your friends

(although i know many medical student REALLY ARE COCKY)

ImpressiOns

What is the first thing that come to ur mind when u meet someone?

Is he/she kind, gentle, honest, bla..bla..bla..??

OR

Is he/she bad, stubborn, fierce, cocky, n !@#$%^&*(...?????

well, honestly, most of the time, my first impression towards people is the 2nd one..i know most of u is the same..

u see, people that thought others are kind n so other positive traits are actually good persons themselves..they never thought bad of others n always have positive thinking..(and easily get cheated also~)

n people like me, the pessimist one, cannot run from judging others badly..it is not wrong to judge others like that..it some kind of protection for themselves..these people will not make friends easily, will not trust others easily, n tend to keep grudge..they may smile at you..but..u will not know what they are thinking..

hhahaha

thats me actually..

BUT

first impressions are always wrong

he/she might never smile at you, but, he/she never says anything bad at you

he/she might be ur friend, but, he/she might curse u behind ur back

so...Dont judge a book by its cover
and
Dont judge a person by his/her face

nowadays, even beautiful woman wears a big ugly mask...

u can judge..but..make sure to know them better to approve ur judgement..

Gomen...

Dah lama ak x post anything here..well..quite busy downloading, surfing and gossiping..well u know..i'm NaDaRe..cannot prevent myself from those activities that i LOVE sooooo muchh!!

Huahahaha

well, actually, due to those activities, i got really bad for my exam..well, not really that bad for me, but for my parent...i'm the worst!!

no time for tears now..what's done is done..u cannot turn back the time, rite~..(still u can turn back the clock manually..hehehehe)

i try to stop my obsessiveness..i fail..my life...is my laptop..(his name is LOPO..cute~)..and..UM WIFI...

Indecisive

For all my dear frens...

I wake in the dark
Showers of light
Moments of emptiness around
Floating away
No rays of hope
Reality brings me to the ground

What can I do?
What can I say?
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while, just for a smile
Just for the life I used to know

For every song was filled with words of love and not of anger
What if they go?
What if they leave me far behind?

'Cause I don't wanna be alone.. (uh oh)
Living life for on my own (uh oh)
I don't want to live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
'Cause I wanna be with people that I know
Who would do the things I do (uh oh)
Making all my dreams come true (uh oh)
I don't recognize the shadows at my door
Though I've seen them all before
Because the only thing I really want..
Is to be with you....

I look at the sky,
That looks back at me
I'm getting a silent melody
I know that I'm here
And I am lost
Alone and confusion by the breeze
Hiding my face, crying alone
I need to find my way back home
Back to the place
The wonderful days
Livin' the life I used to know

For every smile was born out of the love and our sincerity
And every tear from all the glowing joy

[chorus]x2
'Cause I don't wanna be alone.. (uh oh)
Living life for on my own (uh oh)
I don't want to live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
'Cause I wanna be with people that I know
Who would do the things I do (uh oh)
Making all my dreams come true (uh oh)
I don't recognize the shadows at my door
Though I've seen them all before
Because the only thing I really want..
Is to be with you....

Is to be with you
Living life for on my own (uh oh)
I don't wanna live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
'Cause I wanna be with people that I know
Who would do the things I do (uh oh)
Making all my dreams come true (uh oh)
I don't recognize the shadows at my door
Though I've seen them all before Because the only thing I really want..

Is to be with you....

Cita-cita

Since we're small, people around us always ask, "What's ur cita-cita?"... "Bila besaq nanti nak jadi apa?"... "nak gheja apa?"...

And we'll answer, "I want to be a pilot"... "Aku nak jadi polis...leh tangkap orang"... "My cita-cita is to be a doctor"...

Those are some famous answers...most children want to be doctors, policemen, bussinessmen, pilots, scientists, and teachers. Do they really know what's the jobs are about?

I never heard any children said that they want to be stylists, writers, interior designers, carpenters...bla...bla... They always said doctors, scientists, etc.. Why?? Because that's not their own cita-cita...that's their parents...

Parents always want the best for their children..no parents want the worst..Is there any parents that want their children to be a smoker?? drugs addicted?? thief?? serial-killer?? NO WAY!!!

But sometimes parents' expectation is too high..tinggi sangat..sampai kena naik roket baru sampai...Is it rite to have such a high expectations?? Is it good for the children mentally n emotionally?? It depends..

Parents should know tahap kemampuan anak masing2. Not all their children are geniuses OR extraordinary..some just ordinary..normal..besa-besa jer..BUT NEVER STUPID!! They can't expect all their children 'll be doctors, juruterbangs, scientists.. Don't give false dreams to ur anak-anak, k..

Is cita-cita is really that important??!! For me, it's not. Some people have high cita-cita, while some have low.. But then, after getting SPM results, Matriculations results, STPM's..all become upside down.. They not getting what they hope for. Some get better chances, n some get worse chances, while some struggling to get even a chance for their future..

For me, it's all depends on our rezeki..cita-cita is just our target along with our parents..like me, I never achieve my own cita-cita..but hopefully I can achieve my parents'...amin...

Study VS Surfing net

As a student, I know study is essential...but...with laptop on my desk....studying becomes impossible...haha

i know many 'll agree with me.

Surfing net

Surfing net is one of the most addicting hobby I ever encountered. I have many hobbies but this one is very hard to avoid. Everytimes I see my laptop, I'll open it, n start Youtubing.. then..Downloading.. then..Facebooking.. blogging.. gaming.. etc..etc..

I've tried many ways to stop this dangerous habit..I even left my laptop at home but still I can find others to use...hhuhu.. Even when there's no wireless at my college, I'll go n find one. That's how determine I am..Really hope I'll be as determine as that in my study...

Well, entertainment is my life..haha

Study?/benkyo?

But, if study alone, its really B-O-R-I-N-G....you know what I mean, rite...Still I see some people love studying more that anything else. They don't watch movies, don't surfing net, don't read manga...don't bla..bla...and on top of that, THEY LOVE IT!!

Why some love studying...n some hate studying? Is it because of different genes in our bodies?? Different types of blood?? Different hearts?? (Tp aku tau rambut still sama kaler..walopon hati laen2)

I wonder what kind of drugs they took to be like that....aku nk beli jugak...

Nobody...wondergirls...

Just read a news...about Wonder Girls...

"A man in the Philippines was apparently stabbed in the stomach and hit in the head until he was dead because he didn't know the song, Nobody. Leo Santos, 28, was killed by 4 men from Tondo, Manila. The knife used was even left in the guy's body and the whole murder was just because he doesn't know the song 'Nobody' by Wonder Girls. Santos was stabbed 2 times in the stomach and hit to death on 26th August. He died last Thursday at the Memorial Medical Center after succumbing to his fatal injuries.. The Manila Police District-Homicide Section are now looking for the suspects. According to information gathered, Leo Santos was walking along the Corregidor Street around 2am when suspect was singing 'Nobody' by Wonder Girls. Leo asked him, "What are you singing?" The suspect got irritated because Leo didn't know the song he was singing. Joseph then punched Leo in the face and the other suspects joined in beating Leo to death. One of the suspects even stabbed Leo in the stomach 2 times before all of them ran away." news from allkpop.com

For me it's a sad but yet a funny article... i would never believe the suspect would kill him just because of that...

But, who is this Wonder Girls that creates such phenomenon?? I am not their fan n will never be one but still their song, 'Nobody' really famous. They even sang this song for the opening of Jonas Brothers concert at America n my male colleagues in my university even danced to this song in one of our functions. That's how famous they are..

but still, i don't like 'em... (i'm not hating 'em ok.. dont bash me..)