My Japanese Dorama

I watch all dramas.. whether it's malay, indonesian, english, japanese, korean, thai, or filipino drama, if i think it is interesting, i'll watch it...

currently, korean dramas are becoming more popular especially among teenagers.. but japanese dramas have been around longer.. as for me, i loved both...

but i love japanese dramas more because it is shorter n compact (except taiga dramas)... yes, if you wanna watch a drama that is full of lovey dovey scenes, a drama about love, or any melodrama, yup, don't watch japanese dramas (but of course u must watch Koizora n Tatta Hitotsu no Koi), choose korean drama instead.. korean are very good in producing drama that can makes our heart flutters, lots of romantic scene, and making us in tears, a bucket of tears... and korean are the best in Rom-Com type of drama.. japanese is not that good in producing melodrama, or romantic lovey dovey kind of drama... BUT they are good in producing drama with other themes/genre like sport, family, medicine, crime, taiga and so on.. they used heavy theme in their dramas.. like recently, I finished watching IS (Intersexual) which is an adaptation from a manga.. then, i've also watched Deep Love, which also a manga adaptation n is more darker (i've difficulty in finishing it because it is too dark).. other dark theme japanese drama are Jotei, Majo no Jouken, LIFE, Zeni Geba (my fav), Orthros no Inu, n Byakuyakou (which is quite disturbing)...

Japanese is also good in making us in tears with their family theme dramas, for example in the infamous One Litre of Tears, in Ninkyou Helper where the yakuza help the old folks home, then in Koizora when the father realized that his beloved daughter is pregnant, in Nagareboshi when the brother married a prostitute to save his sister, and in Bara no nai hanaya when the daughter realised that the one she loved so much is not her father... n please dont say about Tatta Hitotsu no Koi, I cried until my eyes swollen for that drama...

sports dramas are good.. i've never watch any korean drama about sport.. never! (maybe i have not encountered them yet).. but, i've watched it a lot in japanese drama... my all time favourite, ROOKIES is superb.. i can say that i cried at the last episode n also in the movie, not because it is sad, but because it moved my heart... then, there are also H2, Pride, Tumbling, Water Boys, and Wonderful Life..

Dorama about medicine is becoming better and better... from my most favourite Hoshi no Kinka 1 n 2 (my first dorama when i was 12-13 years old) to Iryu 1, 2, n 3; Codeblue 1 n 2 (i dont really like it) to JIN 1 n 2, i can say they are superb!! i remember during my first year in med school i watched Iryu 1 n 2 as preparation before exam.. hahaha! no wonder i got bad result that time (now i'm thinking of watching Dr Blackjack~)

if we think of japanese drama, we will automatically think about school.. why? because majority of the drama revolved around school students and teenager.. who doesn't know the old ones like GTO; Gokusen 1, 2, n 3; Orange Days; then the Hanakimi; Dragon Zakura (remake into Korean drama, God of Study); Hana Yori Dango 1 n 2 (into Boys Over Flower); Nobuta wo Produce; Koizora (again);  Mei-chan no Shitsuji; Samurai High School; and recent ones like Yankee-kun to Megane-chan, and Ouran High School Host Club?

but, currently, dramas about crime are getting many... I can name 10 in a second, but I don't think all of them are good.. the good ones are Kindaichi, Puzzle, Galileo, MR. BRAIN, BOSS, and Tokyo Dogs. Rite now, I'm watching Bloody Monday, but I can say it is not as good as the others that i've stated, but it still nice to watch...

lastly, we can't forget about the Rom-Com genre of dorama... Hotaru no Hikari 1 n 2, Hanayori Dango, Hanakimi, Ouran, Koishite Akuma (eventhough it is not comedy), Yankee-kun to Megane-chan, Mei-chan no shitsuji, Ohitorisama, Mukodono!, Zettai Kareshi, Kimi wa Petto, Natsu no Koi wa Nijiiro ni Kagayaku, n Lunch no Joou, Seigi no Mikata, Sapuri... there are fun, light genre.... n lastly before i forgot, Saiyuuki (not romantic but funny!)

p/s: banyak giler drama yg ak tgok. tu x termasuk yg dah tgok tp malas nak tulis sebab x beberapa best...

Home Nursing 1

going to home nursing makes me suddenly think, what if one fine day, i suddenly got into MVA, n the next thing I realized is that I can't move, n I can't talk...
Who'll take care of me?
What will happen to all my parents' dreams, my dreams, our family's dreams?
Will I become a nuisance to them?
Will they love me as they love me rite now?
Will my brothers n sister ashamed of having me (like in drama IS)?
Will they take care of me, or they just hired a maid who is kind enough to care for my daily need?

All I can say is that, I feel pity towards the #1 patient that I saw today.. he lead a good life.. until one episode of life that caused him to be paralysed... may one day, he can move again n be independent like he was before.. aminnn....

A famous saying that i love

You can only see a rainbow after it rains.....
 so, even there is a storm right now, just wait patiently, because a rainbow might be coming to you.....

My resolution, n I'm stress!

I need to become hardworking again like during my school days
dah letih burning midnight oil
someone already countdown the days for final exam
why???!!!

then, i need to loss weight...
before this, i never think that losing weight is important or needed, but just now, i read a chapter on Obesity n BMI in CPG, n in there, it stated that the relative risk (RR) of getting DM type 2, HPT, CVD, and cancer is 1 to 2 in obese individual.. also infertility n PCOS!
arghh!! i dont want those things..
furthermore, I have a strong family history of young Diabetes (ada ke terminology young DM, whatever)
my dad was diagnosed to have DM type 2 around early 30's.. hmmm... macam mana nih?

then, i also need to control my expenditure.. can you imagine, in this 1 week duration, i've spent about more than RM1000.00!! what the "tuttttt"!!!
how am I going to explain to my parents? how?!!!
and DM is closed for 2 weeks duration.. what to eat? what to do?

I'm stress!!!!!! ARGHHHHHH!!!!!

Rukun Iman n Rukun Islam

5 RUKUN ISLAM


1. Mengucap dua kalimah syahadah.
2. Mendirikan solat.
3. Menunaikan zakat.
4. Berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan.
5. Menunaikan haji di Mekah bagi yang mampu.


6 RUKUN IMAN


1. Beriman dengan Allah subhanahu wa taala.
2. Beriman dengan para malaikat.
3. Beriman dengan kitab-kitab suci.
4. Beriman dengan para Rasul.
5. Beriman dengan Hari Akhirat.
6. Beriman dengan Qada' dan Qadar.


p/s: rasa2 nya dah asyik ingt duniawi punya hal jer macam exam, masalah duit, etc; benda2 yg wajib tau ni maybe terlupa.. ak pon dah blur2 aritu.. nauzubillah.... T..T

Fighters

I am one of the Fighters and I'm proud of it.. the Fighters taught me a lot.. they helped me a lot... they supported me a lot... and only them understood and noticed the scars that all of us were bearing... and with the Fighters, I fought.. fought to redeem my honour, to redeem everything that I lost in the last battle... and then, this second battle began.. after two months of preparation, it ended.. and like in every war, there were fallen Fighters..who did their best, who struggle for success, but, only God knows... sometimes, luck is not always with us..

But, the fallen Fighters are indeed the best! without them, maybe i've lost long time ago.. without them, maybe i could not regain my strength for this battle... without them, i'm just a fragile Fighters...

Honestly, eventhough i won in this fierce battle, yet i'm sad.. all of the fallen Fighters are my friends.. friends that i care, friends that i love.. so, i'm quite shocked with the result.. and i cannot imagine a life at UM without them.. maybe i am not their bestest friends, maybe i have never hanging out with them every night at mamak, or maybe i am not close enough with them that they can share their secret with... BUT i do have nice memories with them.. eventhough it is little, but enough to make me care and think of them as my friends, good friends...

trust me, i love u guys,, i hope u guys do fine,, and show all that u guys deserve better and u guys are the best! do ur best and make the Fighters proud...

p/s: two months were a long period... in this two months we care for each other... and in this two months we shared our problems, shared our feelings about how 'people who win' percepted us... how some of us felt like HIV patient.. how we understand truly the word 'stigma'... 'people who win' will never understand us, our hardship, our feelings.. thus among us we supported.. and till the end we'll support...